Family

Things with my parents and my dads side of the family are rubbish, so randomly this afternoon i thought i'd call my auntie Ann (mums sister). They fell out ages ago and i hadn't made the effort to keep in touch which was silly of me but when i phoned today she was over joyed to hear from me. So much has happened we had a really long catch up. She was so happy to hear i'd got rid of my ex and had a lovely boyfriend now. It hurt though when she brought up my cousin matthew, i know she still misses him everyday as we all do, i just hope she doesn't refer to matty as her matthew or anything aqward when we're round next saturday. I'm taking Matthew to meet them (ann, len, cus Gerald) next saturday night for drinks. I am so excited, it'll be good for Matt to see the better side of my family, not the shitty stuck up side. It's a bad day when you become ashamed of your family...except my papa i'll never have a bad word to say about him, god bless him, he's my hero.